Overwhelmed

Last night I was loving the band. I was practicing being unapproachable - all of the techniques my friends have told me to use.. Guys still approached me but they had no luck. It was a good night.

Then my friend mouthed from behind the bar. "Are you okay?"

I nodded. I was okay. Truly.

Then the band played Tonight's Gonna be a Good Night by the Black Eyed peas. They dedicated it to everyone who was celebrating. They sang it well and brought the energy up in the bar. 

Then my tears started. I was one of those celebrating, but it overwhelmed me. The 13 years of hell flashed in front of me and it wouldn't go away. Who cries during a Black Eyed Peas song?

But I'm still okay because it's in the past. And I've moved on. Truly. 

Love to the single girls,

Addison