At peace

One of the nice things about this trip to New York is getting to see my friend and lover. But this trip is different.

I'm at peace.

We've had this thing going on for three years. On past trips similar to this I was always a little anxious. When he wasn't around I wondered where he was and what he was doing even though I knew he was busy presenting and doing his thing at the conference.

This time I'm comfortable. We're both busy doing what we have to do. I'm not sure how to say it in words, but I'm happy with where we do or don't end up. Whether our relationship will become more intense or fade. I know where we've been and no one can take that away.

He's not the one.

On this trip, so far he's treated me almost girlfriend like. We're relaxed - together as a couple - whether we're in a group or alone. We've had lots of time together both alone and with others. And

I'm in control. At peace.

Love to the single girls,
Addison